GOD rocked my world today...

Well, today was going to be just another day.

If you read my previous blog, my state of mind was "pensive". There has been so many things going on in and around my life lately that I have been consumed with them, or should I say that they have consumed me.

These past couple of weeks I have been praying long and hard for some answers from the LORD. I have been asking questions to things I thought HE would never answer.

Truthfully, I have been concerned about "me" and not anything or anybody else. Yes, just self-consumed. This is not something that I am proud of it is something that just happened.

Anyway, without saying too much, I will share how " GOD rocked my world" today.

I have had this person in my life that I have not been able to warm up to and it has really been bugging me horribly. I am the kind of person who gets along with just about everyone. I can find good things in unlovable people. It has never been an issue for me to "gee-ha" with anyone.

So yeah, well today through a conversation, that was totally unexpected (that is kinda how HE works) I found out something this person and i had in common. Through the commonality that was revealed, my whole entire heart was changed. I know where that person is , what is going on in their heart and how they feel.

You see, the LORD used a time in my life in which I was "in a very low place". During this time HE was developing character within me. With the knowledge I have been given through this experience, I am now able to use it to reveal HIS glory. That just blows my mind.

I just finished a book entitled "In a Pit with a Lion on a Snowy Day". One of the lines in this book read: "It's our past problems that prepare us for our future opportunities". So okay, what does that really mean? HE showed me today what it means. HE has lit a fire within me today that had been "snuffed out" for a while.

This all may seem a little confusing to you, but what is comes down to is, the LORD is so absolutely awesome! I have been so self-consumed and selfish over the past couple of weeks and HE showed me a couple of things today:

#1....it is NOT all about me but about HIM (which I have always known but sometimes life gets in the way and we forget)

#2...HE can use horrible events and turn them into HIS glory

#3...we never know what someone else is going through just by looking and not loving.

#4...that I have the honor and privilege of knowing, loving and being loved by JESUS.

YES....."HE was in the house today" and I know it, I felt HIM and I can not thank HIM enough for what HE did for me!!!

I am so blessed that I am dancing on the clouds on a rainy day!