"LORD, what have YOU created me for?"

What is YOUR purpose for my life? I have been pondering these questions and praying this prayer since church on Sunday night...

Am I ready for HIS answer, am I ready to do HIS will?

Well, I know that I am ready to do HIS will...

If you were have asked me 30 years ago if I would be single when I was 45 years old my answer would have been "NO"!!! I always dreamed of being married with two or three children and being the perfect mother and wife but this was not HIS plan...

So now I am 45 years old and never been married and again I ask...LORD what is your purpose for my life? What have you created me for?

I am so blessed to have received the most incredible gift ever from HIM , HIS one and only son JESUS and if that was not enough I was blessed with Kahli Elizabeth Hubbard...and yes, LORD I am raising her to the best of my ability and yet I feel as though I am falling short of your glory and again I ask...What is YOUR purpose for my life?

LORD, I love you with all of my heart and soul and I want to do YOUR will and glorify YOU in all that I do but again I ask What have YOU crated me for?

These two questions have put me in a tailspin and I will continue to pray these until I hear from HIM...If it is HIS will for me to be single all of my life, then I will do it happily....If it is HIS will for me to find the man of my dreams, then I will be even happier. Until then , I will GLORIFY HIM each and every day and continue to be blessed as HE wakes me up each and every morning.

LORD, thank you for your love, your friendship, your honestly and your SON!